I'm gonna use methamphetame now. If you still want to read my drivel go ahead and add that name, I'll reciprocate. If not, no harm/no foul.

I just accidentally got a job at No Regrets Tattoos as a clean-up bitch. This means that I will be around lots of blood and get paid for it, which is just neat. Also, it's entirely possible that I will be getting free ink from now on. I am a very happy Sarah.

I feel much better this morning after dosing up.

"I'm gonna base this moment on who I'm stuck in a room with. It's what life is. It's a series of
rooms. And who we get stuck in those rooms with adds up to what our lives are."

Just saw Control, which is about Ian Curtis and is pretty much the most depressing movie that I've ever seen (except perhaps for Sylvia, they might be a tie). Don't get me wrong, it was amazing; just prepare yourself if you do decide to see it. I knew what was coming, but it still felt like all of the air was gradually sucked out of me as the story progressed.

I'm a redhead again, which I think makes me happier than it should. But damn, it looks so much better than my natural blah hair. I can't believe that I made it a year and a half without dye! Can't see that happening again any time soon/ever.

I've been feeling so much better since I started taking my medicine later in the day. I kept trying to figure out why I always felt so meh and almost never left my apartment after 6-7pm.. and then it hit me that AdderallXR only lasts around 12 hours (more/less). I was taking it as soon as I woke up, which is never much later than about 8am. So yeah, I'm dumb for not realizing it before, but whatever. It's strange that I actually want to be social now, haha ^_^

Today I:

*spent most of the day recovering from last night
*watched Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
*went to an after-dark bbq
*received a surprise phone call from Mac and got to see her and Craig for about 5 minutes at St. Mike's before they left to go back to Gainesville


I really wish that I was tired. At least I don't have anything specific to take care of tomorrow. I <3 inter-semester breaks.

The strangest thing just happened. This boy that I've seen a few times in passing but never actually met just knocked on my door: "I know this is kind of weird, but..." and he held up a book. He lives in the apartment behind mine and saw me carrying Shadow and Claw one day. He brought me his copy of Sword and Citadel (that he had just bought at Paperback Rack), the second volume in the series. Didn't see that one coming.

Breathe it in and breathe it out
And pass it on, it's almost out
We're so creative, so much more
We're high above but on the floor

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side

The deeper you stick it in your vein
The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)

It's over now, I'm cold, alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing to me
(Nothing means a thing to me)

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)

Free me, leave me
Watch me as I'm going down
Free me, see me
Look at me, I'm falling and I'm falling.

It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive I feel...
It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
I'm not an addict...